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I'm outgoing to people I learn to adapt to, otherwise, I am one of the shiest people you will ever meet. 2008-2009 will undoubtly be the hardest year for my mother, father, and me. We have given up so much in such a short time, and it shows me that I should never give up hope (hense the username). I have never felt closer to my father than I do now, but my mother is another story. My friends say I am CrAzY! I hope that's one of my qualities. I love talking and making new friends. I am practically a textaholic, so I might want a text buddy every now and then. I am obsessed with winking faces; they make me smile. ;D Just like that one. :) I made this account because I feel like maybe I can make a difference one day by proving to myself that later on in life, this will all look so easy. I don't know how many people will read this blog, but I'm hoping a lot will. I am currently writing a book (on Microsoft Word -.-) but I hope to publish it one day. It would be SO amazing. I dream of one day becoming a teacher for many reasons, but the main ones are: Being able to support myself as well as my parents AND being able to get constant discounts at bookstores. Lmao! I LIVE at the Borders, Barnes&Noble, and Russo's bookstores during the summer. I am into anime and manga. Super big japanese music and art fan. ;D I LIVE for country music. A lot of people around my age put it down, but that doesn't stop me from listening to it everyday. I'd have to say that my favorites are Josh Turner, Kenny Rogers, Keith Urban, Taylor Swift, and Martina McBride. I hope that you won't think my blogs are just whining and 'crying for attention'. Whenever I try to vent my feelings to most of my friends, they think I am just looking for pity. But all I really want is someone to lean on and understand when I say "I can't go to the movies because I don't have enough money." It's different. This is my life. And from now on, I'm going to follow a piece of advice my father told me: "Keep on truckin'"